MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Monday, August 21, 2006~~

Ok, this is gonna be a NORMAL blog. Stop ranting on depressing stuff or it will really get to me or pple. Pls dun mind if my tots jump ard without links..cos i wrote a post and it got bounced away. so i m rewriting but there's less FEEL to tis post le. =.0

haha. ermz ok, its been a LONG 2 wks of endless silent torture simply becos its the exam wk. haha. I have been trying so hard to study..NOT. wahahaha. Previously my focus for exams are quite clear, cos i know wad i needa do. ehz but now abit de lazy le. Its bad, *nods* I guess tis sem i got pretty outta focus, for stupid reasons.

took most of my exams, quite saddening cos i under-performed. I tink its NOT my fault. (i noe its a lie) haha. But wad's done is done. Cant turn back time, i wouldn't want it either, i WOULD DIE!!! I cant wait to grad! seeing all poly frenz leaving i just want to jump rite out of it now. tink Moving from JC to poly and enduring thru is really energy-draining. hahaha..

As i mentioned before to some pple, 6 semesters to me is indeed too exhausting. 2 sems will be too short to learn everytink. 6 semesters is too tiring, judging from the workload and pace, so 4 sems is the best sia..haha..stop when u noe we gonna start to crawl like a worm instead of fly like e dragon..hahah..oh no, crapz.

Ok, as i was saying, i was trying so hard to study tt i tuned into Mr. Lee's national day rally speech. haha. Interesting i must say. Ever wonder y moral education or wisp evolved? Haha..tune into it. Or any speech u will noe y. haha. Nt saying tt its redundant, in fact, its crucial if we are the ignorant lot. But yeah, luckily we aren't...to me, we are jus the passive lot. Haha, dun wan to tok abt any much of it here, jus want to say tt it was an interesting tok. Rallies sometimes do wonders in mass media influence. =)

As part of the speech, he mentioned sometink abt the environment influencing how and wad we become. But..hmm..wad abt they defining us, yet we defining them at the same time. haha..We are wad the environment is, we are the pple. We made the environment wad it is, so shldn't it be WE define them? Which comes 1st? I duno if u r confused now, but i jus want to make U confused with the chicken and egg theory. haha..Ok, to stop the confusion, jus stick the two phrase together and read it with the national heart-ware context " they define us, we define them" haha...still blur? forget it..hahah..

As of tml, i will be free from the chains of exams! Lotsa tinks i noe are in for me after tt. Attachment...sch events..lotsa cca stuffs and fun fun and MOre fun. hahah..and goody goody...new guitar's arriving soon...! *droolz*

tml..gonna take last exam, go trim hair. hHAHA.. YEah. its not gonna be bushy soon..i cant wait. ^^
"we got to learn how to laugh at ourselves"

7:04 PM